The Prayer of the Gnat

Sister Carmen Bernos de Gasztold was a Benedictine nun and gifted writer who lived from 1919 to 1995. She wrote two books giving voice to God’s animals titled “Prayers from the Ark” and “The Creatures’ Choir.” This summer I am sharing once again more of her pensive poems.

Oh Lord,

Your sun

gives me

Saint Vitus’ dance,

I,

and all my clan.

We trace our strange ballet

in the sunlight.

Yet, we, though so little,

must mainfest

our joy,

and dance, dance, dance.

Oh, let our tiny black constellation

take its place, one day,

glorified

as stars.

Amen.

The Mother Hen

Sister Carmen Bernos de Gasztold was a Benedictine nun and gifted writer who lived from 1919 to 1995. She wrote two books giving voice to God’s animals titled “Prayers from the Ark” and “The Creatures’ Choir.” This summer I am sharing once again more of her pensive poems.

Oh! What a worrit!

All these chicks

to cherish and protect–

can’t shut an eye

even for a moment!

That one strays too far,

those two big ones quarrel,

and this tiny one isn’t strong.

I should like to keep them always under my wings,

but they must learn how to live.

That dreadful cat!

Never trust a cat!

And all these feet

tramping round my brood.

Beware! Hen pecks!

I’m going to lose my temper!

Lord,

my heart is so choked

with loving care,

how can I say

Amen?

The Prayer of the Dove

Sister Carmen Bernos de Gasztold was a Benedictine nun and gifted writer who lived from 1919 to 1995. She wrote two books giving voice to God’s animals titled “Prayers from the Ark” and “The Creatures’ Choir.” This summer I am sharing once again more of her pensive poems.

The Ark waits,

Lord,

the Ark waits on Your will,

and the sign of Your peace.

I am the dove,

simple

as the sweetness that comes from You.

The Ark waits,

Lord,

it has endured.

Let me carry it

a sprig of hope and joy,

and put, at the heart of its forsakenness,

this, in which Your love clothes me,

Grace immaculate.

The Prayer of the Glowworm

Sister Carmen Bernos de Gasztold was a Benedictine nun and gifted writer who lived from 1919 to 1995. She wrote two books giving voice to God’s animals titled “Prayers from the Ark” and “The Creatures’ Choir.” This summer I am sharing once again more of her pensive poems.

Dear God,

would You take your Light

a little farther away

from me?

I am like a morsel

of cinder

and need Your night

for my heart to dare

to flicker out its feeble star:

its hope, to give to other hearts,

what can be stolen from all poverty–

a gleam of joy.

Amen.

The Prayer of the Goldfish

Sister Carmen Bernos de Gasztold was a Benedictine nun and gifted writer who lived from 1919 to 1995. She wrote two books giving voice to God’s animals titled “Prayers from the Ark” and “The Creatures’ Choir.” This summer I am sharing more of her pensive poems.

God,

forever I turn in this hard crystal,

so transparent, yet I can find no way out.

Lord,

deliver me from the cramp of this water

and these terrifying things I see through it.

Put me back in the play of Your torrents,

to Your limpid springs.

Let me no longer be a little goldfish

in its prison of glass,

but a living spark

in the gentleness of Your reeds.

Amen.

The Prayer of the Little Bird

Sister Carmen Bernos de Gasztold was a Benedictine nun and gifted writer who lived from 1919 to 1995. She wrote two books giving voice to God’s animals titled “Prayers from the Ark” and “The Creatures’ Choir.” This summer I am sharing once again more of her pensive poems.

Dear God,

I don’t know how to pray by myself

very well,

but will You please

protect my little nest from wind and rain?

Put a great deal of dew on the flowers,

many seeds in my way.

Make Your blue very high,

Your branches lissom;

let Your kind light stay late in the sky

and let my heart brimming with such music

that I must sing, sing, sing . . ..

Please, Lord.

Amen.

The Chosen

I finally watched Season One of “The Chosen” this spring. The historical drama portrays Jesus of Nazareth’s life. The first eight episodes highlight the beginning moments of the Lord’s public ministry.

Religious movies typically seek to balance Biblical accuracy with entertainment value. The 1997 film, “Jesus of Nazareth” came the closest to maintaining the dynamic tension in a creative way. Other works have not impressed me

Church members and staff encouraged me to watch the show. I binge-watched Season One, which inspired mixed thoughts and emotions:

  • I celebrate the series introduced millions to Jesus’ story
  • The core of the episodes preserves the Lord’s words and deeds.
    The writers took great dramatic license adding large amounts of non-Biblical content.
  • The use of idiomatic English felt jarring.
  • The show depicts Matthew with Asperger’s Syndrome, which provides an intriguing explanation for the first Gospel’s length and detail.
  • The casting director appropriately chose non-white actors to portray Jesus and the disciples.
  • Unlike other New Testament movies, the Roman soldiers did not speak with British accents!

“The Chosen” possesses poignant moments that touched my heart and soul; but much of the extra-Biblical material and character development fell flat for me.

Here’s my advice: if you like the series, read the Book.

Overflow

A. A. Milne wrote about the whimsical exploits of Christopher Robin and Winnie the Pooh. They enjoyed adventures with a cast of colorful characters in the Hundred Acre Wood.

Tigger bounced through the forest with wild abandon and childlike glee. He saw the best in everyone and everything. Perhaps we shared his enthusiastic optimism as children, but the fallen world can beat the stuffing out of our souls.

Eeyore the rainy-day-grey donkey munched thistles and warned about earthquake weather. He possessed the uncanny ability to see the dark lining in every silver cloud. We too fight the temptation to see the worst in everyone and everything.

Hi, my name’s Bill Burch, and I am a recovering Eeyore. I struggle to cultivate an eternal perspective that spies God’s grace all about.

I preached a sermon during Lent about possessing the mind and attitude of Christ. The message boomeranged and convicted the preacher’s soul. I committed myself anew to focusing on the true, noble, right, pure, lovely, admirable, excellent, and praiseworthy (Philippians 4:8). I recite this verse regularly during my personal devotions, seeking to cultivate an attitude of gratitude.  

Colossians 2:6-7 traces the Christian journey from salvation to sanctification. The passage describes disciples who are “overflowing with thankfulness.” The phrase inspires images of a tiered fountain filling from above and brimming over below.

Perhaps Piglet should be our Christian model. Milne wrote, “Piglet noted that even though he had a very small heart, it could hold a rather large amount of gratitude.”

This article appeared previously in the Northside Summer Quarterly Newsletter.

Top Gun: Maverick–Graduate Sunday, May 7

I spoke at a high school baccalaureate service in the 1990s. I have heard more than my share of boring graduation speakers, so I brought a camo fanny pack used for deer hunting. I discussed the meaning of the pack’s contents, including a whistle, compass, knife, bandage, and lighter.

My best friend and fellow pastor, Glenn Ethridge, developed the idea into a creative series of Graduate Sunday sermons. He dressed up as different characters each May and shared Godly wisdom with the congregation’s seniors.

I decided to borrow the idea back from Glenn at Northside Church. I have spoken to our high school seniors on the first Sunday of May wearing various guises:

  • 2018    Camos and boots with my original 1990s fanny pack
  • 2019    Two Atlanta Braves jerseys featuring a pro’s name along with my own
  • 2020    Suit and tie delivering a David Letterman Top 10 List
  • 2021    1970s, 100% polyester, bright orange, leisure suit
  • 2022    State Farm’s Mayhem with black suit, tie-bar, bruises, and bandages

This year I feel the need for speed! Top Gun’s Maverick will appear at this Sunday’s Graduate Service. Check out the Northside Church’s social media platforms for videos starring yrs trly as Tom Cruise’s body double.

I hope you’ll join us onsite or online this Sunday, May 7 at the 9:00 Contemporary Service as we honor our seniors. Visit the church’s website for the live stream at www.northsideumc.org. The sermon will be archived for future viewing, too.

It’s not the plane, it’s the pilot.

The Pain of Discipline or Regret

Business consultant, Jim Rohn, wrote, “We must all suffer from one of two pains: the pain of discipline or the pain of regret. The difference is discipline weighs ounces while regret weighs tons.”

Discipline requires an upfront payment for a delayed payoff. Regret requires little investment with no future return. Only one choice provides a return on investment; but we are a short-sighted people who enjoy immediate gratification. Therefore, we often choose delayed regret rather than immediate discipline.

Remember: discipline weighs ounces, regret weighs tons.

The principle applies universally to every aspect of life: sleep, exercise, diet, alcohol, drugs, sexuality, education, work, marriage, parenting, friendship, and spirituality.

Christian disciples choose the pain of discipline.