Falling Forward

Holy Land Pilgrims Map 2Last year a group from our church joined over 100 United Methodists from north Georgia who traveled to Israel. Most trips serve as enjoyable vacations that provide an extraordinary break from ordinary life. However, the Holy Land trip became a spiritual pilgrimage that transformed our souls.

Scholars describe Israel as “the Fifth Gospel.” The land plays a central role in the Scriptural story, beginning with the Abrahamic Covenant when God promised a future home to the Jewish patriarch.

After returning from Israel, I decided to reread the Old Testament (also known as the Hebrew Scriptures or the First Testament) one chapter per day. Most people skip over the place names as unimportant to the story. However, I determined to read with the Bible in one hand and a map in the other.

Frankly, it’s heavy wading through parts of the Old Testament. For example, genealogies of multiple generations soon blur into a mass of names on the page. Many of the Levitical laws no longer apply. And have you ever imagined the sounds and smells of the Temple as the priests sacrificed thousands of animals?

Some chapters of the story promote a profound sense of depression and melancholy. After finishing 1 and 2 Kings along with 1 and 2 Chronicles, I wondered why God didn’t wash His hands of the entire business. With depressing regularity, the author wrote about the coronation of a new king: “He did evil in the eyes of the Lord.”

The Israelite people didn’t fare much better. God blessed the Jews. Then they constantly went a’whoring after other gods and idols. The people deserted God. They suffered the consequences of their actions. Finally, a faithful prophet or king called the people back to accountability. The nation repented. God restored and blessed the people.

Then the whole sorry cycle started all over again.

The story sounds familiar because it forms the plot of our own spiritual lives. In theory, the Christian life should be a linear journey as we walk in the footsteps of Jesus and grow in faith. In practice, however, we echo the words of the hymn: “Prone to wander, Lord I feel it. Prone to leave the God I love.”

The Lord blesses. We live faithfully. Then temptation arises, and we willfully (or thoughtlessly) wander away from God. We suffer the consequences of our actions. Finally, we “come to ourselves” like the Prodigal Son and realize what has been lost. The Holy Spirit calls us to repentance and restoration. God blesses our lives.

Then the whole sorry cycle starts all over again.

I would love to boast (humbly, of course) about a Christian life that travels steadily upward to the greater heights of God’s kingdom. Instead, a line graph of my spiritual journey resembles a profile of the Rocky Mountains with inspiring heights and depressing valleys.

Although I wish it wasn’t so, we all stumble in our Christian walk. It seems to me that the secret of sanctification is to fall FORWARD. Ask God to pick us up and brush us off. Rather than wallowing in sin and guilt, we are called ever onward as we follow one step at a time in the footsteps of Jesus.

6 thoughts on “Falling Forward

  1. I love how God brings us out of chaos to shalom, but I cringe every time we return to chaos. Why the eternal cycle? It’s painful, but necessary for us humans in order to remain dependent on God. As disciples we can understand and embrace this process, as we bring others into the fold to embrace it as well. Discipleship and fellowship yield relationship with the Father, so that even in chaos we can have peace. Shalom.


  2. I always enjoy B2’s posts. I am getting the message that your blog site can’t find this post. Has anybody else told you that?

    In any event, hope you are doing well.



    • GEM—good to hear from you! Thanks for the heads up. The short version is I screwed up. I had another article originally scheduled for this week and decided to go with “Discovery of Faith” instead. I would have sworn I rescheduled the other one, but both went out the same morning. So I went back on the site and changed the date for the one you couldn’t access. This resulted in a dead link. Not the best of solutions but . . . . Sigh.

      Hope all is well with you and yours.

      Bill Burch
      Senior Pastor
      First United Methodist Church of Lawrenceville
      http://www.fumclv.org Church Web Site
      http://www.billburch.net Treasure in Jars of Clay Blog Site


  3. From a song by Donnie McClurkin:
    “We fall down but we get up
    We fall down but we get up
    We fall down but we get up
    For a saint is just a sinner who fell down and got up”

    Simple but significant to me. Isn’t it great we don’t have to stay down?


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